I am thankful. I thank God for helping her get to this point. I thank you for your prayers.
I can't help but reflect on the last six months and her initial words to me. "Don't feel sorry for me" "Don't treat me differently" "Pray for me".
- In the last six months, never did I hear her complain.
- She came to work every day, she did her best.
- She exercised with a personal trainer.
- She focused on her nutrition.
- She remained positive.
- She laughed. I"m sure she cried, but I never saw her cry.
- She prayed.
- She inspired.
Was it the prayers that helped her? Was it her attitude? Both? ( Did those of us who were perfectly healthy do all of those things in the last six months?)
For as long as I can remember, I have believed in God, I have had faith. I have believed that there is a divine plan, much bigger than you or I could imagine and often do not understand.
Over the years, as I have experienced disappointments, loss, unanswered prayers, trials, I have questioned my beliefs, my faith. I have wondered if my beliefs are outdated, immature, unevolved. There are people in my life that don't believe, that think differently than I do and that has also caused me to question.
But then...some little miracle occurs, you could call it a coincidence, you could call it luck, I call it answered prayers. Ironically, the prayers I most notice getting answered are the ones where I have asked God to help someone else. It's like those prayers never seem to go unanswered. I am not naive enough to think there won't be more loss or that I won't lose people I love regardlelss of how hard I pray, but those heartfelt prayers for the well being of another, the realistic ones, there is no greater gift than watching those get answered.
I leave you with a couple of thoughts:
1.) Did you know this is not really a Bible verse? No where in the Bible does it say this!
"God helps those who help themselves!"2.) "Work as though everything depends on you, Pray as though everything depends on God."
Hezekiah 6:1
It doesn't say this either, but I sure like it!
Thank God for Life, Love & All that Jazz, and ask him to help a friend!